A few days ago I realized that I have the habit of sabotaging myself so that what I really want to do I never do. They remain just dreams; figments of my imagination.

I purposely make it so that I have an excuse as to why I can’t follow through even though I talk of doing it my actions are different.

Why would I sabotage myself? Fear.

Fear of change, and fear of actually achieving my dreams. What would I do when I achieve them? What’s left for me?

That doesn’t matter. I’ll always have more dreams. I want to do so much right now, how could I not? So, I will stop letting this fear control me. And now that I’m conscious of it, I will be watching for it, because I want to fulfill my dreams, and I want to be fearless.

Are you sabatoging yourself? Why?

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